Ted Vollers wrote:
I watched your video. Having seen it, I am reminded of what I would now consider to be a test from childhood that I experienced repeatedly in dreams and have mentioned here on the board. I see this as a fit for your experience and for that of the general abduction/examination scenario. In my case, I was chased by wolves/dogs who I could escape by the childhood magic of running back to my bedroom and jumping into bed where I would be safe and untouched. The night I remember was the night this ceased and because I was not able to reach the magic goal/safety zone of bed in time. So I turned and with my two hands grabbed the upper and lower jaws of the 'wolf' and split its jaws apart, breaking them like pulling a 'wishbone'. At that point I experienced the 'wolf' turning into my "Snoopy Dog" pull toy. I never experienced this kind of dream again. The test was over as I had conquered the attacking fear object.
This may be a standardized type of test for you and many others in this abduction/manipulation fear as opposed to my test which was another different kind of primal fear type test. I wonder if you, by analogy, although you are very bravely facing your fear by attempting to not give in to it are not yet failing the test by not confronting the testers and 'breaking' the fear. I would considering this to be the pass for the test, since it goes on and continues, with you passively accepting the test rather than confronting the testers and throwing them out of your mind. Do you see the analogy? Could this not be a simple fear test which you must pass by confrontation rather than attempting to pass by passive acceptance and investigation as a phenomenon?
Yes there are certainly testing elements, yet as with all experiences there are layers to it.
Much of this is storyline data,
but as an ET experiencer I will share my perceptions as they relate to one of my own perceived purposes for being here.
Through my system old neural pathways are being cleared and new ones are being formed for a 'future' human which will have full awareness of, and be in regular contact with ET races. Currently, in this timeline these neural pathways do not exist, they must be built from within the timeline through systems like mine and others like mine which can endure the initial shock without a systems fail, as well as be capable of experientially moving through the related fear layers. Not through a single layer but through the full spectrum. I understand a structure of 7, similar to a chakra system or rainbow. The process of moving through this structure represents not only a full transmutation of fear [in this given area] but also the evolution of one’s quality of consciousness, as Tom would say, beyond the current paradigm.
At the root, or base end of the spectrum there is the primal ‘fight or flight’ response to neutralize. We often see through our dream awareness how this is being worked on. The ultimate
task is to neither run from nor attack what is coming, but to be purposefully still in the full on experience of this energy without losing any degree of consciousness. A practical example might be that of a husband not wanting to face his wife, but rather than avoid, or fight with her he stands, experiencing the energy and doing neither. In this moment there is the opportunity to be and behave in new ways. The opportunity for growth.
Opening out into the next layer there is the sex urge, and then the feeling for willful creating/manipulating, the taking one into your personal love and caring --> communicating --> merging --> and ultimate BEing of that other. Where you are standing in their perspective looking back out at yourself through their eyes. It is a challenging process to fully move through even human to human, human to non-human is amplified to many powers. But perhaps this can help much of what is experienced in ET encounters be understood by the very local onlooker. We are all moving through the same process, it is only that some are bringing elements beyond the current paradigm in, which is evolving the timeline more rapidly.
Fundamentally, nothing untoward is happening through our encounters.. fundamentally they are a process of transmutation, an opportunity for the system of the human individual to evolve into something all together new, all while awake, alive and in the body. But conscious minds are struggling with the process, struggling to understand what is happening from a start point of being essentially blind, where their own fear creations are being imposed into the mix. But all is well, it is all a part of the process.
I have a certain advantage over some, in that my range of vision was extended prior to my conscious out of bodies and what some call the kundalini.. I am consciously able to hold multiple layers of reality simultaneously. Not always, but often enough for there to be an impact. In OBEs I often have the full awareness of four layers of experience, and four discrete vision fields.. I can see, feel and fully experience what is happening in the physical [conscious] layer, the etheric layer, the astral [subconscious] layer, and a layer that is perhaps a full blending of them all, where I am what I call superconscious. This is how at times I can see into the fundamental reality, and into the evolution. It is not an easy experience to describe, but here is a relay that goes into it for anyone who may be interested.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SEcZ-KP1NE0&feature=player_embedded
A warm thank you to everyone for your replies, the content of them I feel may be addressed within my reply here..
(please let me know if otherwise)