Thank you again for checking on my guides/helpers. Ive had some really wild adventures since then and have a few questions about what I have experienced since then. I am going to explain briefly about some trips I have had and what has happened that I am confused about.
1. Fell asleep reading MBT and instantly showed up on a street that was totally covered by this beautiful huge and thick light blue crystal walkway with crystal columns, there are what appears to be shops/stores on both sides It looks modern, mother daughter holding hands walking across the street . I go into the shop they had just left and it resembles a dinner/store, there were people in Boothe's and at a bar being served something? there is a line of people inside the store towards the back which looks like a cafeteria line, I see my brother I haven't talked to in several years and went up to him patted him on his back and asked him 'what are you doing here' he replied I am asleep on the couch', but he seemed like he was out of it, no expression at all. I leave the line and notice 2 older people that look like they run the shop they are behind the bar I would say man and woman were around 60ish. I went up to the Lady and started talking to her about the shop, I said some woman had given me a book about the shop and I wanted to check it out? I am asking her if this place is real and she glances at the older man who gives a slight disapproving shake of his head, So I stop asking questions and start looking at the items in the store, Baskets full of smooth, odd, brightly colored stones and a beautiful golden bird cage with 4 live little birds that looked like living dark blue jewels with a bright red circle on the wings. So while I am looking I realized I didn't have to walk so I hovered about 2 inches off the floor and glided, effortless with out any type of jerkiness or momentum and I didn't have to will myself to stop, if I wanted to look at something it was automatic and smooth.So I get to a point that I want to check out the other shops in the street and the old woman comes to me as I am about to leave and she smiles and tells me that this place I am in is real and this is not a dream and looks at the old man who gives a approving nod, at this point I get so excited and have so much joy at this info that I have this massive uncontrollable energy release which comes from 1-2 inches above my belly button which snaps me from my trip to waking state instantly and when I was awake I could still feel the tingling spot in my belly, though not as strong for the next few min.
1Q. Was the energy projection a good or bad thing? is this something I need to learn to control? why did I feel this when I came back?
2. Laid down to meditate at night, at some point during the meditation I realize I am riding in a car with my dad who is deceased and we are going hunting and it looks like rabbit hunting, I see some huge jack rabbits and I say look at those lets get them, he replies nope those aren't the ones were looking for, we pass another verity of rabbits a little smaller and I ask him how about those he replies no those are not them either, we come up to a little pack of rabbits that have light brown fur but the hind quarter is the same dark jewel blue with red spot as the birds 'above' and he said these are the ones we are looking for, we pull the car over and start heading down a path that leads to a house, we enter the house and he walks out the back door but I cannot follow him, moments later 2 men enter the house and say to me 'so you Bobby's son' I say yes and we greet each other, they sit on a couch and are very laid back, we talk for a while then one gets up and says I want to show you something, so I follow him and he pulls what looks like a plastic sandwich bag from his pocket and says take a look at this stuff. It looked allot like marijuana, he pulls a little chunk out and says watch this and lit a little chunk with a lighter and it lit up like a little chunk of magnesium 'very bright intense but short burst' then he said something along the lines of good shit huh??? I then woke up wondering if I had just met my new guides?
2Q.Now I know I am interpreting this stuff the best I can at my present state, but is there such a thing as laid back pot smoking hippies as guides? And there is something about the dark blue color with a red circle I just don't get yet.
3. I lay down to meditate and after a few min find myself in a really cool old stone 3 story house, the detail is just beautiful, I realize I am following myself , right behind and a little above myself, I am watching myself but felling the emotions and experiencing things like my cowboy boots walking across the polished antique redwood floors, the creeks in the floor when I step down on them but I am not doing the stepping, I am hovering right behind and above me. I know this is my place my wife is there in the kitchen talking to some friends but we don't have any children, so I am thinking maybe an unactualized past ? this went on for what seemed like several hours, interacting with a few different people that had come to the house. Just like a normal day.
3Q.Does this resemble accessing the unactualized past database? it seemed like we were the same age as I am now and I even had on my bluejeans,white Tshirt and cowboy boots.
4Q. I keep hearing a woman's voice in my head, I had though it was just my mind jabber but I am getting a little better at focusing and not just throwing it out of my mind. So the last thing I heard in my head from her was 'if you wait here a while they will come to you' in your experience would a while be interpreted as PMR or NPMR terms? like 15 min or 15 years?
5Q.about 1 month ago when I would meditate I could feel something like a 2 inch strip of pressure going across my forehead right above my brow ridge, now 3-5 min into my meditation it is a circle about the same size maybe a little smaller than a coke can bottom, it is in the center of my head right above my brow ridge it is a perfect circular pressure, it doesn't hinder me at all just curious if you have any insight on what it may be?
6Q. I have been getting allot of these strong whole body tingles that end up with whole body prickly goosebumps which lasts 30-45 seconds it almost resembles energy being pulled from me, it doesn't frighten me and I now just relax and let them finish but do you have any experience with these or what they may be or what is causing them?
7Q. Tom, do you ever get hit with a signal or any type of communication from folks on this board? I have tried a a couple of times to contact you and I am not sure if you had picked up anything from me? just tasting the pudding.
I owe a big thank you to everyone on this board, I have been keeping up with your postings and for the most part it seems like when I have a question about something, that question either gets answered or I get a clarification on what I was thinking about within 1-3 days, you guys rock :)
Have a good weekend.