I was thinking about accessing the unactualized database ("what had happened if...") in order to help my spiritual grow (I think I usually avoid some situations because of fear though I often rationalize trying to convince myself it was for another reason, and think it'd be good for growing to know what had happened if I didn't). I have read MBT and been meditating for approx. 9 months. I have no experience yet accessing to NPMR, I am starting now to do some experiments in Remote viewing, healing, etc.
What I am planning is start meditating, become a point of consciousness, and hold my intent ("what had happened if I... ex: talked to that girl, accepted the job, etc."), and wait for the information coming, not analyzing, being free of expectations, writing what comes, images, feelings, etc., and accepting what it comes even if it doesn't make sense.
I'd like to know if some member in the forum has tried what I am gonna do and give some orientations.
I have a specific question:
- if I am not wrong, when accessing the databases, you perceive things as if they were happening right in that moment, I mean as if you really “see”, “touch”, etc. with your five senses... isn't this more complicated in order to being free of expectations? I imagine myself trying to really "see" or perceive something, and forcing something that should be natural. Or I am wrong and when accessing the unactualized database you perceive as if it was your imagination, or a normal dream (not lucid)?
Thanks a lot for reading.