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There is a lot that I do not know. I am very new to this. I have only had one out of body/ astral projection almost 14 years ago. It happened on May 14 1998 at 10:06, it was a spontaneous uncrontrolled out of body spiritual awakening. I had just finished watching the last episode of Seinfeld. It left me empty, turns out the entire series was about nothing and I said to myself "so it's all about nothing huh?" as soon as I asked that, every material thing in front of my eyes dissapeared. Not like boom all is gone but like everything just became transparent and I was able to see through everything. Not just the things directly in front of me but all the walls, the houses outside my house in my field of vision and all the cars and the ground as far as I could see. Everything around me, the only thing else I could see was the air, it started glowing and becoming dense with geometric patterns and then I started feeling an acceleration a pull but it was not a bad pull or anything that alarmed me because it felt so right and so good. I was taken to a place that I still cannot describe, I was communicating with something, someone. I was in a place that, the only thing I can use to describe it with, is I was everywhere, I was in all places everywhere as far as I could see. In my planet earth world and all the other worlds outside of my tiny universe at the time. This being did not talk to me it communicated to me. It could just put an entire concept in my head at once. It was the most incredible feeling. It was like someone took 20 complete sets of the encyclopedia britanica and shoved them all in my head at once and I instantly had full comprehention of every word in them. The rest of the details are fuzzy but I remember coming back and slowly becoming aware of my surroundings I started to see the physical world again. I looked at the clock and it was 10:08 pm. Only 2 minutes had elapsed, it was impossible. My mind was blown, I felt such an extacy and I was about to burst. I spent the next 8 hrs writing about it, but slowly the feeling left me. Like I said earlier, it messed me up for a long time until I was shown what it is and how beautiful it was and is. The next significant event in my awakening was when I arrived in a new town a few months ago and I went straight for the beach. I was walking on the beach taking in the beauty. At that time my body had a siezure. I had never had one before. It was so strong of a siezure that my entire body was sore and I felt like I had broken a few ribs from the muscle contractions in my chest. I was sore for days. The doctors and nurses who cared for me did a huge amount of tests and colud not find anything wrong with me. I feel that it was caused because I was so receptive to the beauty I was seeing, that I took in too much energy and caused an overload and basically short circuited my brain causing a siezure. At a critical point in my awakening 2 days ago, in an incredibly coincidentaI meeting, My physical body was introduced to my physical world guide in the form of an old friend I have not spoken to in 25 years. He was able to validate what was happening and point me in the right direction to receive the information I needed. That gave me directions to open my world into what was happening to other people all over the world that this is happening to right now. I cannot thank him enough, however this was supposed to happen and I know the purpose of why this help came through him. It had to be a person that I was comfortable with and trusted. Anything less and I would have not had the experience in such a divine interconnected way. If I had not found my guide at the time I did, I would have been doomed to relive my past nightmare over again and I am sure that would have triggered a third and fatal attempt to leave this confusing world. I am trying to find others I am not sure where to go from here
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