It's like something else I have thought about. Many people seem to have the desire to be done with this PMR and escape back to the oneness, or heaven, or whatever you want to call it, because PMR is hard and sometimes depressing. If you are put off by these things, I think you're missing the point. That's a sure ticket right back here when you are done with this packet. Anyway, you wouldn't be here to begin with if your IUOC had not desired it. No mistake was made.
It all started with the post by Andrew G in the other forum. He is an interesting particular case. We are so different and I think I am connecting with him at a more of subconscious level. He is behaving with low entropy in communicating sometimes, despite all the particular thinking he does.
Your quote above is good and something I think and thought about as well. In my case, sometimes is not because of the suffering but because I feel I am wasting my time sometimes in this PMR, that I can be more productive being 100% of the time in NPMR. My daughter and other positive experiences I am able to find keep me in the path. I am tough with myself and my handling of time.