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I just want share my experience with oobe´s that I´m having.
Or at lest what I think is an oobe.
I don´t know for shore because I don´t have enough objective evidence to be convinced.
But anyway. My first oobe was a very “light” one, and “happened” two years ago.
And now to the story.
After some time (couple of months) of meditating and been reading Robert monroe´s book I was convinced that I to, can do this. So I started to have this intent to hover over my body.
I meditated 30 min sitting and then went to the bedroom to continue meditating. And after 10-15 minutes I jumped in the bed because I was having a dream (or something) that I fell. So after this I assumed that I´m very close to paralysis. So I continued to get lower and lower. And click, the waves or electric feeling was all over me. And I started to hover over my body. After that I thought to slowly “go” to the body again. And I did slowly get back to the body and merged, and I woke up. Very profound experience and the funny thing was that I recognized the feeling or sensation. I remembered this experience, but I have never had it this lifetime. After this I started to cry like a baby.
After some time of ego business ( I need this experience again) I started to have other experiences. I was very interested and fanatic about this oobe and I studied the subject more and did hundreds of mediation hours to learn how, and what to do, to experience this state more. It was and still is a very interesting journey for me. And I´m learning more and more about me. Yes yes.
So after gaining more and more oobe´s in this other state that I call “the buzzing state” I want to have vision to see and navigate in the NPMR. But no! I couldn't do that.
The procedure was almost the same, to have an oobe. That was to be at the borderline and only with my intention, CLICK I was a out. To meditate sitting for 30-40 minutes to be quiet in the mind and then enter the bed and continued to be in that state, to the body fell asleep. Then bzzzt.
I have flown away and did some acrobatic flying, flying up and down in tremendous speed and going thru things. I have been sucked down what I call a vortex hole many times at great speed. I have experienced that I have different “awareness” when I´m out. The sensation, when I go over from the body to this bzzzztt state, was sometimes scary and could be violent sometimes. But hey, I´m still here.
In this period I was reading Tom´s MBT books and got some answers. But is this real?
The sensation was so enormous sometimes, that I sat up in the bed afterwords and shake the head and said: THIS IS FREAKY AND SO REAL. More real than PMR sometimes.
How I define real? I don´t know!
Anyway. The “problem” was and still is that I have exit blindness. I had vision for a couple of oobe´s, and I think I saw my body below me. Many of the repeated oobe´s was a direct transfer to a lucid dream. It could go either way. From lucid to oobe and oobe to lucid.
So, I could not be certain if it was a lucid or oobe. But now I know more. The difference (what I experience) is the awareness between this to forms (lucid and oobe) is different.
But I have still problems with not seeing. But I have a Intuitively feeling that it is perfect as it is and this is what I have to learn and except. But I´m humble and openminded and skeptic all the time.
There are so many things that have happened when I´m out of body, that it will take me lots of writing to do. So I skip it for now. The most important thing ( I believe ) is that this oobe state (or what it is) that I´m curious in, is making me more open to a bigger picture. And it has for over two years now. And it´s lots of fun to. I think in the bigger prospective of life that this entropy reduction is quite funny and teasing thing. Maybe the whole AUM is like a “cycle of reduction” of entropy and then BANG!, back to zero again and the whole thing start over again. Anyway.
Back to the blindness in the oobe state. I have tried to “purge” my eyes with the non-physical fingers and tried to focus my intent to have sight, but it is still dark.
Sometimes I have seen a vague contour of my hands when Im out. But never seen anything clear. Sometimes I have seen vague stars in the background and often I see this when I have “traveled” in great speed. (what I experienced)
Several times I have been going oobe in a very strange way. Like being suck´t out of the body thru the pineal gland. That was a very nice but scary experience. Zoooooom!
Sometimes I have seen a face-contour, and I assumed it was my face after rolling over.
But I don´t know.
The buzzzing sound is sometimes different in hertz. And sometimes when I get surprised or scared in oobe state, (out somewhere) the frequency in the buzzing sound change dramatic.
Sense a couple of moths back I have experienced the buzzing sound more like a sound in a room stuffed with computers. Like a soaring sound, and not so “hard”.
And sometimes I even experience oobe in a totally quiet space. Just me, flying and playing.
But unfortunate I don't have so much control over the playing stuff. And have no clue how to navigate or enter the RWW.
Ill hope that this text I have written, is understandable, because Its hard for me to write on English.
Thank you for reading, and please have questions and tips.
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A curious child in PMR, which name is Alexa.
Favourite quote: " If you want to be enlightened - lighten up!"
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