Thank you so much for this book. I have known everything that you said since 1998 and was considered insane for it. It is all written down in notes after my experience. I have no college education and no sense of religion. But I know and understand the complex theoretical quantum physics involved in all this. I was shown it. Or, given it I should say. This is like a science fiction movie and I am in it. My entire life has been coming to a point, this point, and it is incredible. Such a wonderful thing we have to explore more deeply. My story is below. Peace to you


There is a lot that I do not know. I am very new to this. I have only had one out of body/ astral projection almost 14 years ago. It happened on May 14 1998 at 10:06, it was a spontaneous uncrontrolled out of body spiritual awakening. I had just finished watching the last episode of Seinfeld. It left me empty, turns out the entire series was about nothing and I said to myself "so it's all about nothing huh?" as soon as I asked that, every material thing in front of my eyes dissapeared. Not like boom all is gone but like everything just became transparent and I was able to see through everything. Not just the things directly in front of me but all the walls, the houses outside my house in my field of vision and all the cars and the ground as far as I could see. Everything around me, the only thing else I could see was the air, it started glowing and becoming dense with geometric patterns and then I started feeling an acceleration a pull but it was not a bad pull or anything that alarmed me because it felt so right and so good. I was taken to a place that I still cannot describe, I was communicating with something, someone. I was in a place that, the only thing I can use to describe it with, is I was everywhere, I was in all places everywhere as far as I could see. In my planet earth world and all the other worlds outside of my tiny universe at the time. This being did not talk to me it communicated to me. It could just put an entire concept in my head at once. It was the most incredible feeling. It was like someone took 20 complete sets of the encyclopedia britanica and shoved them all in my head at once and I instantly had full comprehention of every word in them. The rest of the details are fuzzy but I remember coming back and slowly becoming aware of my surroundings I started to see the physical world again. I looked at the clock and it was 10:08 pm. Only 2 minutes had elapsed, it was impossible. My mind was blown, I felt such an extacy and I was about to burst. I spent the next 8 hrs writing about it, but slowly the feeling left me. Like I said earlier, it messed me up for a long time until I was shown what it is and how beautiful it was and is. The next significant event in my awakening was when I arrived in a new town a few months ago and I went straight for the beach. I was walking on the beach taking in the beauty. At that time my body had a siezure. I had never had one before. It was so strong of a siezure that my entire body was sore and I felt like I had broken a few ribs from the muscle contractions in my chest. I was sore for days. The doctors and nurses who cared for me did a huge amount of tests and colud not find anything wrong with me. I feel that it was caused because I was so receptive to the beauty I was seeing, that I took in too much energy and caused an overload and basically short circuited my brain causing a siezure. At a critical point in my awakening 2 days ago, in an incredibly coincidentaI meeting, My physical body was introduced to my physical world guide in the form of an old friend I have not spoken to in 25 years. He was able to validate what was happening and point me in the right direction to receive the information I needed. That gave me directions to open my world into what was happening to other people all over the world that this is happening to right now. I cannot thank him enough, however this was supposed to happen and I know the purpose of why this help came through him. It had to be a person that I was comfortable with and trusted. Anything less and I would have not had the experience in such a divine interconnected way. If I had not found my guide at the time I did, I would have been doomed to relive my past nightmare over again and I am sure that would have triggered a third and fatal attempt to leave this confusing world.

What a beautiful story, thank you for sharing, and welcome to the board Mark!

Best,
Mike

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Thank You, It's good to be home. I am looking for others... not sure what to do with all this.

Nice to meet you markbutler64 via this discussion board. And thank you so much for sharing....what an experience you had! Wow!
I think you will find a lot of wonderful people on this board who will offer you a lot of support with any questions you might have. I know I look to board members' postings to help clarify questions I might have or to help me understand experiences I might be having. I don't post a lot, but lurk around a lot just to gain insight by reading what has been posted -- I hope you find this as helpful as I have.
Best to you,
Chris

you could play around with the psi stuff a bit and get more control by studying Tom's meditation instruction in the Trilogy or exploring Binaural Beats, going to TMI, or reading the OBE4U.com method, or you could cut to the chase and start reaching for more other centred intent

QoC-->Intent->intent->decision->action->result->feedback

you could also start an MBTOE meetup group or book club in your area

oh yeah, and cut down on the sugar ; - )

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what's up with the sugar. I have had a weird thing happen with my appetite in the past week. I cannot stomach anything except fresh fruit and vegtables. Anything else or processed It comes right back out, I have been a meatatarian all my life and never ate anything fresh.

Tom discovered that in an "OBE" state, sugar, and other additives, made everything look like a dirty windshield. If you do keyword searches you will find lots of discussion on diet.

this diet thing you are describing...

maybe just random, something that will pass, but it is an auspicious coincidence with your arrival here

its possible that your inherent QoC is very very high, and you just passed some sort of threshold or some sort of test or formed some sort of macro Intent, which changed the intensity of connection to your IOUC, guides or some other NPMR entity.

Not eating meat appears to be correlated with very low entropy (above my pay grade), so the thing suggests to me some sort of profitable tipping point in your FWAUian internal organization, or an absolute change of who or what is at the controls. But what do I know.

maybe read up on Quinoa for protein replacement. It makes great pasta.

or its a bug of some kind ; - )
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if you also start feeling much worse emotionally, pay attention to a change in the intensity your intent->feedback loop, and question the quality of your interactions with others - try being extra extra careful in how you treat others and forming other centered intent, and closely monitor the feedback

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Thank you, that pretty much sums up how I feel. Like I am not at the controls. The strange impossible coincidences keep happening and more and more information keeps coming to me. As soon as I get it I start searching and find confirmation of what I was shown. I have not even began to consciously to try to do the things you describe. I have not read anything, only watched Tom's 18 part you tube video and researched a few topics unrelated to control. I do not know the terminology but I understand the theory and intent behind what you are talking about and have complete understanding of what you say. I get the feedback loops and intent I have seen it. My guide has me starting with the Robert Monroe series and that seems to be where I need to start learning the nuts and bolts of how to control my new gift. As far as emotionally, no fear no anxiety no hate no negative at all which is also strange I have suffered terribly in those states and have been seeing a doctor since my first experience. I have been hospitalized many times for anxiety and depression. Also an obsession with alcohol since my first experience. Treated many times no control whatsoever. Since the seizure, no craving. I have tried numerous times but can only get down a few sips of wine and that's it. A small bottle is in my backpack now and has been for months.

I have the laymans answer to this. This explains the intention of fasting. People would fast in order to reach the state I am in, I am in that state ergo my body is fasting. There has to be duality in everything. Yin and Yang...

Consciousness leads, the body follows.

Hi Mark.
Love to you and yours,
Bette

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your situation is sufficiently unique, such that I would suggest a direct PM to Tom, to see if you can tweek his interest.

think of it like an episode of "House" - I think you need the master diagnostician

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How do I get in touch with him? It is so strange this needs to be seen in a controlled environment and measured or something. I am ready to pack a bag now and go.

That was an interesting read. Please keep us informed! Maybe you'll be doing a lot of good in the years to come.

I have a feeling that this has something to do with Bi-Polar disease. I was diagnosed with it. 3 years ago. When I get into a mania I can learn new things. One time I painted a fantastic picture in very complexly textured piece of work. only one I have done, only one I have ever been able to do. I had never picked up a paintbrush before or ever since. Another mania I was strangely able to take apart an antique watch and repair and restore it. never even opened one up or ever worn a watch in my life. It is now my career and I have never cracked a book. This has to mean something. Other bi polars have similar experiences. I think that in a mania state you are in closer contact with your spirit body and the energy and creativity explode. the after effect always followed by a deep depression. I would be depressed too if I had to come down off of that. In fact I was. No crash for me this time had not had one in a while, just ups. I think the reason I do not travel conciously yet is because the seroquel medicine I have been taking for 3 years is affecting me. It knocks you into a very deep sleep. It has not been putting me asleep lately and get very little sleep. This could also explain schitzophrenia and many other ailments. I bet if we take a bi polar person and put him in a room where the big picture can be revealed in a way that is comfortable to them we would have 100% success rate.

Mark,

Do a search for bi-polar on the board search function without specified author. There are a number of others here on the boards now or in the past. Perhaps information there of value to you.

Ted