Thanks for the thread Kroeran. The big question is will entropy be lowered in this part of the world someday, will it. it hurts so bad to see ones own environment like this where EGO IS KING. Is the larger consciousness system aware of the trend in this part of the world. And by the way i wander what my experience packet is doing here anywayz, coz i dont seem to fit in, my views on life seems to be too western or wierd to my family and the peeps around me. Not to say the list RELIGION. Over here not going to church or belonging to some social gathering is a CARDINAL OFFENSE, the IUOC'S here feel you must follow the crowd and the trendof the times. I hope choosing to incarnate here must have a good reason though.s a CARDINAL OFFENSE, the IUOC'S here feel you must follow the crowd and the trendof the times. I hope choosing to incarnate here must have a good reason though.
Please excuse my western-centric bias...have not been to Africa, let alone Nigeria, so I am operating from second and third hand data
The more stressfull the incarnation, the greater the learning. I assume each one of us has to do several "tours" of Africa. Though, if you are upper middle class, I assume your life would actually not be much different than a typical western life...possibly easier. Count your blessings....is your sensor platform intact? Are your telomeres long (=you are young)? Do you have the playing field advantage of being male (female is a more challenging simulation, especially there).
I would try to blend in best you can and not frighten your love circle (family/friends/collegues), at least too much. Visit the various churches, mosques, synagogues, temples, monestaries etc in your village/town/city (if this is a safe thing to do in your location)...I like to believe it is customary for AUM to situate an authentic guide in each location to service individuals such as yourself. A guide may have been placed in your location for the express purpose of helping you, or its the sort of thing I like to think could happen. There is of course us here and Tom and others apparently in NPMR.
I think ego is king pretty much everywhere. Its a constant cycle of processing IUOCs to greater quality, then moving on, with high entropy fresh meat entering stage left.
Where you can rather stand out is with reaching for your best intent/response in decisions of significance (like, the tone of voice you take with store clerks or your mother), being as kind, thoughtful as possible, while still protecting your sensor platform and being practical (ie. paying off your credit card each month). In all other respects, the implicit guidance is to be normal....or not, if you are willing to pay the price.
Develop your mind through casual reading and formal education, and engage the PMR economic and political system, and become increasingly fearless, subject to an ongoing mental cost benefit analysis of your decisions. Look to Obama as an example, rather than the outsider path of Obama's Dad.
What I would hope for you is to embrace your situation as you wisely sense, and accept that your environment is optimized for what you need to learn. Irritation, annoyance, challenge...is the system doing its magic on you, creating quality of consciousness from nothing. I understand though....for myself, I remain angry with my IUOC for initiating this FWAU in a location that has snow 6 months of the year!
It is also possible that you have been placed there to support a specific initiative related to a management goal.
you are really interesting data. Please share as much as you can about your life.