you are welcome. At this time, your MRI, tomorrow; by all means, your avatar intellect and emotions, accompanied with the ego, will be trying to build as much fear, as it can, in your thinking process. In your awake state, start realizing, that you are more than the reflection you seen when you look in the mirror, or the fear you feel. At this stage, if fear based thoughts, begin brewing in your mind, begin to partake, in , the BIG PICTURE reality of your life, with the rest of us.
Beyond or beneath, the sensations of your life, as Shango, which is only, temporary, for one lifetime; your real/true self, is eternal, and is only experiencing Shango for, what we call "a", life-time, and you will have many more, life times yet to come. This is one aspect of the Big Picture, that all of us exist, live, and are conscious and aware within it. Within the Big Picture, you, me and everyone, are part of the Larger Consciousness System, and we are connected to one another in this system.
I know it is not easy, in times like these, because we have been taught, that who we see in the mirror, and our attachments to everything in this life, is who we are. To imagine, beyond that scenario, can seem very foreign, within our individual thinking process, but we are not separate individuals, and we are not disconnected from everyone else,
"EXCEPT" in this reality, which is virtual, it is only real to our avatar senses, because they are designed to receive the data that creates this reality, and our lives within it.
Fear, not, live-think, in the now/present, try not to relive past memories, only if they are feel good ones, and don't, think in the future, just be present, in every moment, that your are not sleeping, and remind yourself, that you are more than your avatar, and it's circumstances, issues, fears and problems, these are all temporary states, your true self is not.
I 'll think about your MRI, tomorrow, with you, best to you.