It was great! Thank you. I could see everything. I understood it with my spirit that intent is not seperate from being.
I think of Quality of Consciousness (QoC) as being a noun, a "stock", a computer code printout, and one usage of MBT intent is QoC forming a general goal, like, intent is QoC as a verb, as a computer code execution.
Tom mostly uses the word to refer to specific intent arising from the IOUC's quality, at PMR DELTA(t) slice decision forks in the road, of significance. The significance of intent is that it is more important than the decision you actually make and the action you actually do.
The classic model you will see in the Trilogy is
intent and QoC are directly referencing each other at the fundamental level, and
decision->action->result is limited to the VR level, and is therefore not fundamental
Feedback in the MBT sense is the linkage between your intent and how your intent feels or digests after the fact
We get primordial feedback from touching our hand on a stove, pragmatic feedback when we don't study for an examination, and we get spiritual feedback when we are intentionally mean to someone. MBT relates to the latter feedback.
I understood too that there is a blend of several things even wanting goes into it but maybe you could explain to me more about the egos doing. I know that the ego doesnt exist.
I think of ego as operating from the metric of what only goes on in the little world between our ears, rather than calibrating our intent and decisions to the matrix of players on the stage of our lives. One result of this little world view is investing in a false front of impressiveness and overinvestment in controlling others, rather than an authentic strategy of authentic connection and cooperation.
Authentic connection and cooperation is not sacrifice, it is efficiency according to how the para-universe actually is.
That even a thought about an ego is a thought, meaning a concept. Still there is some energy produced and coming from concepts, believes etc producing wantings. If these wantings (needs) are not answered often they create frustration even hate and agression in the person wanting but not getting.
Its like the monkey with his fist around the banana in the coconut trap...letting go releases the banana. Reducing ego and dialing up cooperation and authentic connection actually works better at getting what you want and need, which of course are very different things.
Now, how do I know that my longings, wantings, intents are genuin loved based and not part of a negative energy force?
You can't really, and I believe the more mature you are, more skeptical you are regarding your own intent. Like golf, I believe MBT points to letting go of the spiritual materialism of assessing your own progress and quality, and rather being with the swing, entraining on the environment...all of it.
As a twist on "shut up and calculate", rather, "shut up and golf".
or rather, "shut up and be".
An ego playing humble, loving and kind only to keep going. I am sure you have met people being real kind and friendly but something is fishy about them. A kind of false, controlling friendliness.
Yes, Tom would say "Acting loving" rather than "being loving". Maybe passive aggressive applies here as well. That being said, acting loving and civil is better than being evil, like intentionally harming and controlling others for the narrow fun of it. Its a starting point and the nature of most fundamentalist or protestant models.
I want to explore. I believe that my intents are right. I want meet my guides to learn, to see if my motives are right. But even my intentions are there, and I believe with my being. .....There is silence...I enjoy the silence but I would enjoy more the fellowship of my guides. Which havent shown up so far.
If you have not had any overt PSI experiences, I would suggest setting those expectations aside and rather try out MBT as a life philosophy and psychological system first, and gently learn about PSI life without being grasping regarding a specific desire. You are primarily constructed to interact with this PMR and its FWAU avatars, so I would suggest focusing on doing that better.
The system will find its own way to let you know this is not an elaborate act of imagination.
If you want to make a push into PSI, apart from following Tom's specific instructions on point of consciousness, maybe read Bruce Moen (a separate but closer provenance from Monroeism) or visit TMI (the mother ship which Tom has gently separated from). From your location in Europe, you may be able to more conveniently interact with the Raduga people (a new and intriguing OBE focused sprout) at OBE4U.com and maybe go to a Raduga workshop.