Heres alittle bit of who I am and what my understandings of REALITY is.
So iv spend the last 2 and a half years living with the LABLE of bi polar/schizophrenia/multiple personality disorder
If your looking for PROOF that these disorders can be beaten without the use of medication, then here I AM
Iv took my mental illness that was giving me a kicking, that had me on my knees praying for it to be over "DEAD" and gave it a good kicking right back
my mind got destroyed/ripped apart/utter confusion/lost/tormented/spilt between PMR REALITY and NPMR REALITY
up/down left/right all over the place
I was both alive/dead at the same time " PURGUTORY " The worse place you ever want to find your SELF in
You are nether saved or lost, but in the middle of them, being pulled between them both, the LABLE, bi polar disorder.My NPMR connection caused my to be given another LABLE "schizophrenia" that pulls and confuses the mind badly,voices/visions/strange FEELINGS that turn into thoughts, telling you things that you don't understand, and inturn this leads to multiple personality disorder ,you have't a clue who or what you are,even more confusion sets in,this has been a JOURNEY all right! A LESSON ,an EXPERIENCE,TRAINING, iv been cursing life for being so cruel to me, now I am grateful for it,now I can help OTHER,and in helping YOU im helping my SELF and in turn that will help US, for we truly are just ONE and TOGETHER as ONE we will be magnificent!
To be an effective psychiatrist, you have to have been mentally ill your SELF or how ells could you truly understand a mentally ill mind, you couldn't,i don't care how much you have studied it,or been around it, READING AND SEEING IS NOT EXPERIENCING! PERIOD!
What is it that TOM say's about this "IF ITS NOT YOUR EXPERIENCE, THEN ITS NOT YOUR TRUTH" wise words
So what's the next step for me/you/us/them?
I say step 1 is THE SELF RELIZATION, self analyse ,who am I really,take a long hard look at your self,the good/bad of YOU and accept it,make peace with your self.find BALANCE between them and start working on it from the bottom up. Start with this book DR KEIRSEY (PLEASE UNDERSTAND ME 11) do the personality temperament test and find out your type,when you read about the core of you, this will bring you some clarity and abit of a ahh ahh moment.If you have a voice in your head get this book (carl jungs THE RED BOOK) that's about his own experience of talking to HIS voice,Thats right folks, CARL JUNG was mentally ill him self,he was also a PARA psychologist,he got far in the understanding of the inner working of mind. im a INFJ counsellor, ME as the IUOC is perfect for this JOB that the LCS has given to me
im super intuitive, if I meet you, ill know you instantly,im an IUOC/FWAU you cant lie to or hide from, ILLjust FEEL who you are in the inside BEING of you.Not matter how many MASKS you wear,ill will know you
And that ability makes me a perfect SPIRITUAL psychiatrist,i now have learned the skill sets to use both my knowledge and intuitive ability to work out even the most DAMAGED of US and completely rebuild/reboot you.
come into you mind/soul and wipe all your suffering away like a "fart in the wind" :) pooofffff CURED! ;)
And how much will I charge for this service? NOTHING! that's how CRAZY I am,just for the pure FUN of it
my payment! To see that look in your face when it dawns on you to WHAT/WHO you truly are, THE ONE! and watch as the euphoria comes over you and your pain/torment and suffering becomes but a memory that will fade fast.
How great is that eh?
And when that happens we will be ONE together,you will have found yourself and your multiple purposes in this EXPERENCE packet
A coming together of MINDS, talking/sharing information and understandings,and taking this PMR VR TRAINER SIMULATION to a different and beautiful level beyond dreams.A PMR of building instead of destroying, of fresh and interesting ideas, fun/caring/compassionate society, the MBT PMR that's what im calling my REALITY.
So there's a little bit about me and my vision for the future and a couple of books for you to read.
ME US YOU HIM AND HER THE ONE
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