Most of the places I visit I am aware of who I am, the me here is but a shadow of who I am. There is a reason I am here, maybe to gain more sympathy, understanding, love , reduce anger /rage to what I see before me, maybe its just to protect a being until it has mature to adult hood ?,, I also do not let into my home/sphere most of the bullshit from this place , my sanctuary is a bubble that keeps most people safe, I don’t have to deal with them and the explanations of why a focused working person who is following the fundamental process of pulling yourself up by your own bootstaps,, should have to pay for the lazy to survive. Many places I have been I would rather be at, I am here for a reason, maybe my own or maybe one of the bosses 😊 , take one for the team as the many yous are doing right now to a more or lesser degree. When I am not here , I am not the me here,, I am the totality of my experiences, good or bad without the human emotions, I have no care about my previous lives or memories, no cares about the beings I come in contact with and I act instinctually on whats right or wrong from whats been accumulated within, EG.. you want to hurt this poor little creature that’s in front of me then I’m going to turn you into soupy mess,, That’s seems to be my only big hangup in all the reality systems. but other than that I am easygoing, adventurous, researcher, explorer and a good friend to many whom I would give my life for in a millisecond to protect, but in actuality I have a deep seeded knowing that if I actually gave the enemy a chance to harm me,, they would still never have a chance…,, now that’s just on the known enemies I have encountered, there probably are many that could wipe the floor with me,, I just don’t feel that way when I am not here. I don’t recall anything about this place unless , recently this has been modified a bit, I encountered a being/ or I was called upon and upon seeing him I telepathically knew who he was and everything about him, and I had a memory of this reality that I live now and of the religious sect who taught that this being was evil and root of all sin,, I looked at him and said wow you sure are not how the religions portray you to be while I was reliving a glimpse of a memory from this reality. This being was a leader of several thousand from what I gathered and who’s peoples love and happiness was contagious and who loved their leader like a big protecting brother. Shit I wouldn’t mind being there for an extended period, it was a beautiful place.
You leave here and take with you what you need, for your growth, all other stuff/memories/people/places/cares/worries are discarded from you and stored in your file until you need to acess something in it or your interested enough to check it out. Sexual encounters have been in many different places, I have a special place in my heart for a being who claimed to be an angel and who needed to destroy me because I was to dangerous to be where I was , actually it was 2 beings but I am not thinking about the second. I flirted with her, it was like she never had a man flirt with her, stroke her hair, give her a couple gentle kisses from her cheek to her lips, I opened up to let here see my insides, the totality of what I was.. she was taken off guard and I felt her destruction meter of me go to a level of no need to destruct 😊 it got a little crazier from here but she left and I had to deal with the other one that only wanted my head on a pike, Period…
Its all an adventure every place you go to visit other realities or the other yous who are living out their experiences. Hey when you say game like war’’’’ have you ever been in a reality that you were dropped behind the enemy lines, you are surrounded mostly by human bodies in a human city and a few huge, almost black reptilian beings with large scales, wearing armor at your feet and in front of you is a battalion of these huge black reptilian aliens,, but they are walking away from you and exterminating the humans who are in front of them and shooting a gun type weapon that shot like plasma ball with a blue halo ring ? just checking,, I am trying to find someone who has had any experience that seemingly seemed related to my experiences.