is it the ego that lets you know?
or the ego that creates a never ending show of smoke and mirrors to justify your actions?
or are we now pushing into some sort of rarified trick of ego....thinking to ourselves...
I must be really advanced spiritually, given my low opinion of myself! ; - )
dunno, perhaps devoting any mental bandwidth to our own progress is egoic in of itself
again, maybe, its like the statue carving studio analogy - the rough block vs the finished statue...there is no lessor or greater, just a "timing" issue
and the quality of the person holding the chisel and studio management...whoever/whatever that is
That uncertainty that you describe is how we find our way to truth. and yes in my view it is the ego that lets you know where you are at, In your PMR evolution most of the time. The smoke and mirrors, Just make it more interesting. No I am not that evolved, Nor am I in any hurry, I am enjoying the seemingly never ending ride too much. Its just an experience hold on and have fun! Fred searching for truth